Space Traveler Shares Depression After ‘Tsunami of Backlash After Historic Trip

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.

The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.

She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and years of training to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of survivors of assault.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after surviving a rape during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.

A Path to Recovery

Months following achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.

She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

Flight Details

The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The group of women also featured leaders in different industries.

The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.